Destiny...

As night crawls by slowly,
my fears start taking faces,
faces of darkness, filled around me,
faces of lonliness, mingled in my thoughts,
stillness in the air nurtures them,
and even glowing full moon appears helpless,
I can see no way out,
though I search night by night,
my heart starts weeping,
but I can find no cure to this,
Can I ever be blessed with happiness,
happiness of mind which I seek,
not the one which I show,
and as night crawls by slowly,
I feel like being destined,
destined to be clown